October 31, 2005
St. Elizabeth: Part II Much Better
Just a quick one, to say that despite what Eric, T1G, Blackfive, Tammi and others may say, I do have a heart. It is made of coal and burns, but it is there.
The second attempt at the stress test went much better than the first. I gave a precis of events to the receptionist at the cardiac lab, along with a few polite thoughts. She not only understood, but went out of her way to check up on me and let me know how sorry she was even after the stress test. I was quickly prepped, and back fairly quickly onto the treadmill.
I liked the cardiologist, though they do seem to have something for fringe science. Ended up in some great medical talk & discussions after the test, too. Things went well, and they ended the test before I was ready -- remember that thing about me and tests/challenges? I wanted to see exactly how far I could push (before dropping), but the the doc and the tech said no, that there was no point. Well, not for them, still would have liked to have known...
Recovering at home now. A wolf without much food, and only one cup of coffee is not laughing and probably waaay too much like Miska for comfort. Yes, I have those sad eyes going, looking sweet and in need of a hug... That's it, just a bit closer...
LW
Well, I Am Stressed By St. Elizabeth's
And considerably underwhelmed with the hospital and service providers for my stress test. If the intent is to stress me, I am there.
Let's go back to the set-up for this. I go in for the first part of my physical with the new doctor, and we agree that a stress test would be good. Her office arranges it, but has some problems getting the cardiac lab at a hospital in Lafayette to get back to them. They call me, and tell me that the test will be at X:XX and to be at the reception desk for the hospital 30 minutes before then for paperwork and prep. Okay, done.
Well, not quite. I received multiple calls on my mobile from said hospital wanting to "pre-register" me. Despite the fact that I am already in their system from the ER visit with "fidel." Despite the fact my doctor's office was said to have already faxed over info and insurance info. Despite the fact that I very nicely pointed out that it was a mobile and to please call me at a different number and at an agreed upon time. That call never happened. Oh, and never a message -- I missed the first call or two and called back to find out why the missed call. Found out the institution, never could get anyone in that department to answer. I finally pulled the car over the last time yet another different person called and went through everything I could under the circumstances. I was told all was golden and that I did not have to show up at the 30-minutes-early time but at the scheduled time.
So I show up today at the 30-minutes-early time anyway figuring better safe than sorry. I check in with reception and am told to wait. I wait. At almost the time for my appointment, I am called into registration. To register. A check reveals that I am already in the system, and I take a minute to supply copies of some legal paperwork while I am there. Not that I have any hope they will find it at this point, but... Okay, go on back.
The lab is something of a madhouse and I am told I will be processed shortly. Reasonably quickly I am given standard paperwork, and initial and sign, and turn it in. About 30 minutes later a young man comes up and starts in on a "what time where you told to be here" thing with a strong implication that I had been late and because of that the test would have to be re-scheduled because of that fact thank-you-very-much. I am firm but surprisingly nice when I point out that I arrived ahead of the 30-minute-early time I had been given, that I had been in the lab at the time I had been given initially, and implied equally that I was not happy and unimpressed. I also pointed out that I was having to take time off of work, and that re-scheduling was not really a valid option on my list. I did not quite pull a Tammi and use "Here is what I need you to do" but it was close. He admits that up front had dropped the ball, and he would see what he could do but the doctor was back in his office and very busy (and important, etc. by implication). I told him firmly that as I was already taking time off, that I would wait as taking yet more time off was not convenient for me, thank-you-very-much-I'm-important-too.
A while later he returns. The doc can't do it, but another doctor (partner?) will. In a few hours. I am told in a condescending manner that is okay to eat a light breakfast, but only very light (served with some attitude?). I respond that I had already done so at 0430, and that (since it was such an issue) I would wait. Among the more interesting things I note is that I was never told at any time by the lab, the doctor, or the hospital anything about eating or not eating. Just that having done this before I know not to eat a lot. Small bit of oatmeal and only one cup of coffee. Not good, and I am really looking forward to a real lunch as the two cookies I ate as I drove away are not going to get it.
No, not a happy camper. Extremely disappointed so far. If it really was not needed, I would be telling people where to put the test. It is needed, so I will deal though I may end up reminding some that they are service providers, not gods, and that the service so far sucks.
LW
Monday Must Reads
Instapundit has some good thoughts and great links on a bad history meme that is being peddled, and on the big loser in the whole Plame affair. My thoughts from a bit over a year ago are here and the only thing I would add is that it is more critical than ever to reform the CIA and the culture of intelligence. Also, don't miss this good post from Gray Monk. There is a lot of good food for thought here.
LW
October 30, 2005
October 29, 2005
A Delightful Bit Of Serendipity
I've been listening recently to the band Cruxshadows (darn you John Ringo) and had an interesting experience as a result. As I was parking the other day, a young lady was walking by and I realized that the crease at the base of her butt was moving with the syncopation of the song. Not the beat, but an interesting bit of syncopation buried within other such things. Absolutely delightful to watch her hips sway and the crease form in perfect match to that portion of the music.
The song also has some odd sounds in it, more than vaguely organic in nature. Together, it all reminded me of quiet times lying with my head on someone, and just listening to them. The beat of the heart, the whoosh of air in and out of the lungs, the hard-to-describe sound of blood travelling, and the other movements and operations of the body. Like scent, such things mark a person and make them unique.
LW
October 28, 2005
Thank You
I want to thank everyone for all the kind words and thoughts both public and private. They mean a lot, not just to me but I hope to the family as well.
It is funny how some people come into your life and make barely a ripple, and others come in quietly but then... Such people usually have a good effect, and she did on me. It is hard to believe that I did not know her all my life...
I've not handled parts of the last few weeks well, IMO, because this has raised some old ghosts for me. I knew all too well what she was going through, for I lost both Mom and Dad to cancer. Some of what was going on raised memories of Mom, of in her last days being able to pick her up in my arms -- a nightmare of hers. Years before, a work colleague had lost their mother to cancer, and this "boy" as she called him, had picked up his mom so that her bed could be changed. She did not like that, and felt that no son should have to do that to their mothers, and clean them as if they were a child. I picked her up from the sofa and held her dead weight in my arms so the "bedding" (pads to catch the blood and dreck that came from her as cancer ate her insides away). Another cleaned the puddle that formed on the floor, and cleaned her as well. At least she was spared that indignity... Such memories have made it hard for me to deal, to accept. It was Heather that had the strength and courage to tell me goodbye, though I sent word back that it was not goodbye, but an until-we-meet-again.
I find myself avoiding another person right now, and not just because of the long talks and lectures that can result. This male is fighting prostate cancer, and in watching him I can see things that remind me of my Dad, though the two are nothing alike in most respects. It is what the cancer does, the mannerisms it imparts that make me go to some lengths to avoid the person.
I had thought these ghosts slain and dealt with, but obviously not. Have a few things I am going to need to work on here soon...
And I will do it. I have already started to move on and stop feeling sorry for myself, for that is what most mourning truly is. Besides, if I don't, I feel sure that a certain cantankerous ursine will find a way to kick my sorry rear. You know, that knowledge actually is a pretty good thing and feeling.
LW
October 27, 2005
In Memoriam
For we know not the measure nor length of our stay
Thank you for your friendship, and gentle editing of my work.
Memorials
Graymonk
Kathy Kinsley
Andrew Ian Dodge
Outside The Beltway
Sortapundit
Classical Values
All AgitProp, all the Time
Gut Rumbles
Dean's World
Baldilocks
John Cole
my previous
October 26, 2005
Into The Light: Momma Bear/Church Mouse/Heather
It is with heavy heart that I report that Momma Bear, also known as Church Mouse, and who will always be my Bonnie, Bonnie Heather died shortly after noon today. I am glad that she is released from the suffering caused by her cancer, and indescribably sad at the loss of a friend. May the light welcome one of its own home, and shine its warmth on her sons and other family now and in the days ahead.
Graymonk's requiem is good, but I would add to it for there were so many facets to this wonderful woman.
Make no mistake about it, she was a warrior. She busted more than a few glass ceilings over the years, along with several stereotypes, in pursuing her chosen profession. Some she smashed simply by doing, finding them unworthy of acknowledgement, while others she bypassed and took out from above. That she also picked up additional skills including a formidable knowledge of coding along the way should surprise no one who knew her. She loved to learn and try new things.
One of the things I will regret is that we did not get the chance to go shooting together. She was looking forward to demonstrating her favorite .50 caliber pistol, along with a few other "toys." I would have pitied the fool that had referred to them as "big boy toys" in her presence. The plans were made, but...
I ask that you keep her and her family in your thoughts and prayers this day and in the days ahead. Shades, know that this day a warrior walks among you. The howl is raised and I go to sing her song.
LW
A list of memorials is here.
A Designer Drug I Enjoy
Yes, I admit that I like this drug very much. Spot on that it is lickable, and very, very enjoyable that way.
LW
A Must Read For The Day
Comes from Baldilocks, who is on a roll. Some very good questions at the end too, on which we all should think...
LW
who notes from this post that someone who can't do basic reality or fact checking actually tried to play the "chickenhawk" card on her...
By George, I Think He's Got It
It makes a good bit of sense. More than just a thought, Jay, it is a very good one.
LW
They Pay Them
TGOO makes a good point and I fully agree with his final two words. I also think that my headline is the answer to his initial question.
LW
October 25, 2005
Into The Light: Rosa Parks
Rosa Parks has died. She expressed frustration a time or two with so many wanting to reduce her life to that one moment, but all I can say for that act is Thank You. May the light welcome you home.
LW
Isn't That Nice
I just showed up fourth in a Google search on "moonlite bunny pricelist" by someone from California who works at a health and welfare agency data center. Well, it could well me a matter of urgent mental health... As for me, it helped my mental health with a good snicker...
LW
Hurricane Wilma: The Morning After
I can't begin to do this justice, so will settle for just a quick tour of friends and those I know:
VW and family came through okay, minor damage, and power is back up.
Bou and family took roof damage, all (?) trees down, and had their well-head damaged when a neighbor failed to secure a slide set.
While she hasn't posted, word is that Lee Ann and family are okay.
Val and his beautiful wife are okay, but took major roof damage and lots of downed trees. He is back up courtesy of a generator, but will be tied up cleaning up for a while.
Amanda and family are reported by Val to be okay.
George L. Moneo is also reported by Val to be okay.
Steve, well, what can I say...
SarahK and Frank are okay, though word is that Frank has turned into a cat...
Kathy at On The Third Hand is okay, no word on her abode.
Rand is in California, but Patricia is at home without power. No further information yet available.
Velociman appears to be just fine.
Key West does not look good from reports. Quick search does not show any new posts from Key West bloggers, I hope someone proves me wrong.
I've also "met" a number of new Florida bloggers this weekend, and hope they are all okay. Consider this an invitation to post a comment or link back to let us all know how you are doing.
Meantime, hyku blog is doing some good round ups.
Let's keep all of them in our thoughts and prayers today, and be prepared to dig in and provide what help we can in the days ahead.
LW
What Chef Am I?
Courtesy of Caltechgirl I find that I am:
Which Food Network chef are you?
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Cool! Alton is my favorite male chef on FTV, would love to work on his show.
LW
Still Running Behind
I am waaaay behind on e-mail, please be patient! For some quick ones:
J (female): I think I have found the recipes you wanted, will know soon
J (male): I still owe you some data, hope to have it to you this week
E (male): I hope to have that job to you shortly
E (female): Thanks!
G: I will get your job to you as soon as I get E's out
Everyone else: I still have two book reviews and one "good" post I need to get done. Soon. Have I ever lied to you? I mean about anything important...
LW
October 24, 2005
Hurricane Wilma: The Monday Take
This will be updated as I can Sunday night, Monday morning, and Monday day. If you have news, need to post to let someone know you are okay (or not), or have other info to share, please leave a comment and/or a trackback.
For those interested in seeing what is going on, Linda at Something... and Half of Something has a post with several good webcam links -- for as long as they last.
I'm also finding that hyku blog is also providing a lot of good info and links.
If Bou updates the map again, I will post a new version as soon as possible. My thanks to her and to Dave of The Glittering Eye for the help he has given her. This map is a great service to the blogosphere and to anyone wanting to cover this story/storm and future events.
UPDATE 0500 Central: Landfall, Marco Island, eyewall coming ashore. Right-Wing of the Gods appears to be off air but is promising to return ASAP. Boudicca has updated the map and signed off for the night.
Of the bloggers I know to be near the landfall according to the map, there are no new hurricane posts from American Future, nothing new from Ancient Mariner who did the evac to the mainland, and nothing new from Kathy of On The Third Hand since she boogied. Of the Key bloggers, nothing new from Mary Stella and nothing since last night from Bump and Grind though I love his comment "This is getting old." On the SW coast, the Snook Inn webcam appears to be down, as is the one at the Brooks Beach Club. In the Keys, not showing anything on the Schooner Wharf webcam or the Hog's Breath cam, nor is anything showing up on the Sunset Cam.
hyku blog continues to update, and hope his son is feeling better.
UPDATE: 0815 Central: Boudicca has lost her voice with the loss of her server. The day is saved, as always, by TGOO who is mercifully being spared this time and is also posting sitreps for her. Keep all the people down that way in your thoughts!
Florida Bloggers:
A Cool Change
alachuapolitix
American Drumslinger NSFW
American Future
Ancient Mariner
Babalu Blog
Bark Bark Woof Woof
Becky's Bizzaro
Blue Boobs
Boudicca's Voice
Brandon's Puppy
Bump and grind
Charming, Just Charming
Critical Miami
DaveDorm
Discourse.net
Eric Norlin
Flablog
Florida Cracker
From Chaos to Serendipity
Hog On Ice
hyku blog
I Called It
IMAO
Interstate4jamming
Irish Wake
Last Day of My Life
Least Loved Bedtime Stories
Lee Ann's View
Mary Stella's Postcards from Paradise
Mountaineer Musings
My Little Corner of the World
On The Third Hand
One Happy Dog Speaks
Pamibe
PC Free Zone
Pensacola Beach Blog
Pure Florida
Red Coyote
Right-Wing of the Gods
Sarahintampa
Side Salad
Some Cranky Guy
Something... and Half of Something
Somewhere on A1A
Sticks of Fire
Swamp Musings
Tampa Bay Media
The Florida Masochist
The Happy Carpenter
The Origin of Soul
The Smarter Cop
Transterrestrial Musings
Velociworld
Vitamin Sea
Hurricane Related Links:
Crown Weather
Dr. Jeff Masters
National Hurricane Center
NOAA Hurricane Sectors
NWS Miami
Navy hurricanes
Pinellas County Disaster Preparedness
Weather.Com
Weather Underground
Other Blog Roundups
hyku blog roundup
Right-Wing of the Gods liveblogging/blog roundup
Something... and Half of Something (includes WEBCAM links)
The Florida Masochist's liveblogging/blog roundup
Previous stories are here and here.
Be smart, be safe, and be careful out there!
LW
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I Oppose The Miers Nomination
Per the request of N.Z Bear, I hereby state for the record that I oppose the Miers nomination. It is not the lack of Ivy League degree (overrated IMO), or lack of experience as a judge (that might actually be a good thing), but rather an apparent lack of knowledge of the Constitution, what I think may be an inability to separate her beliefs from the facts of the matter, and a strong and dismal inability to present her thoughts in a clear and intelligible manner.
LW
Who's Your Daddy!
The Commissar is trying to find everyone's father (or is that be a mother?). Go check out an interesting project to form a family tree of the Blogosphere. If I have any children out there (who want to claim me at any rate), drop a note so we can get things squared away. You're still not borrowing the car...
Thanks to Teresa and VW for the tip...
LW
What Kind Of Fruit Am I?
Nor am I an alarm clock either. Figure the youngsters are not going to get that one...
Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen!
LW
What Kind of Candy Are You?
Jay is a very bad influence on me...
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LW
October 23, 2005
Hurricane Wilma: Bou's Blogger Map And Links -- Updated
Bou has been busy updating the map, and working with Dave of The Glittering Eye to provide quite a service to the blogging community. Thanks also go to VW for an additional weather/hurricane link.
UPDATE: Linda at Something... and Half of Something has a post with several good webcam links.
Post additions, suggestions, and such in the comments and I will update this as I can during the day.
Florida Bloggers:
A Cool Change
alachuapolitix
American Future
Ancient Mariner
Babalu Blog
Bark Bark Woof Woof
Blue Boobs
Brandon's Puppy
Charming, Just Charming
Critical Miami
DaveDorm
Discourse.net
Eric Norlin
Flablog
Florida Cracker
From Chaos to Serendipity
Hog On Ice
hyku blog
IMAO
Interstate4jamming
Least Loved Bedtime Stories
Lee Ann's View
Mountaineer Musings
My Little Corner of the World
On The Third Hand
One Happy Dog Speaks
Pamibe
Pensacola Beach Blog
Pure Florida
Red Coyote
Right-Wing of the Gods
Sarahintampa
Side Salad
Some Cranky Guy
Something... and Half of Something
Somewhere on A1A
Sticks of Fire
Swamp Musings
Tampa Bay Media
The Florida Masochist
The Happy Carpenter
The Smarter Cop
Transterrestrial Musings
Velociworld
Vitamin Sea
Hurricane Related Links:
Crown Weather
Dr. Jeff Masters
National Hurricane Center
NOAA Hurricane Sectors
NWS Miami
Navy hurricanes
Pinellas County Disaster Preparedness
Weather.Com
Weather Underground
Other Blog Roundups
hyku blog roundup
Right-Wing of the Gods liveblogging/blog roundup
Something... and Half of Something (includes WEBCAM links)
The Florida Masochist's liveblogging/blog roundup
If you live in Pinellas County, you need to read this and follow the links as evacuation zones have changed!
Be smart, be safe, and be careful out there!
LW
No Blog Sabbath Today
Not as normal at any rate. I will be updating my hurricane post/list and getting it up as soon as I can. I will also try to do a photo a la my normal post, but no promises.
Meantime, for a good blog sabbath moment I will tell a quick tale. I gave two tours at Wolf Park yesterday, and the second one featured a wonderful group from Australia. They, and the others in the tour, were interested and engaged, so we took a long time (about double the official tour time) on the tour. One of the young boys from Australia asked some very good questions. At the end of the tour, one of the younger boys, perhaps about six or so, came up and presented me with a tiny stuffed Koala bear that clips onto clothing with its legs (that also hold a eucalyptus leaf) and told me "thank you" and how much he/they had enjoyed the tour. After something like that, I could have been banned from the park for life, and my day still would have been made. Thank you, young man!
LW
October 22, 2005
Hurricane Wilma: Florida Bloggers & Hurricane Links
Bou continues to go above and beyond with her Florida Blogger Map. I've put it up here to try and save her some bandwidth, and echo her call to keep the bloggers on the west coast in your thoughts as they will get the worst hit as things now stand. To give everyone a one-stop shop for bloggers, here is a list (thanks to Bou and to Dave for links/info):
A Cool Change
American Future
Ancient Mariner
Babalu Blog
Bark Bark Woof Woof
Brandon's Puppy
Charming, Just Charming
Discourse.net
Flablog
Florida Cracker
Hog On Ice
IMAO
Interstate4jamming
Lee Ann's View
Mountaineer Musings
My Little Corner of the World
On The Third Hand
One Happy Dog Speaks
Pamibe
Pensacola Beach Blog
Red Coyote
Somewhere on A1A
Sticks of Fire
The Smarter Cop
Velociworld
Here are some hurricane related links:
Dr. Jeff Masters
National Hurricane Center
NOAA Hurricane Sectors
NWS Miami
Navy hurricanes
Pinellas County Disaster Preparedness
Weather.Com
Weather Underground
If you live in Pinellas County, you need to read this and follow the links as evacuation zones have changed!
Okay, if you want to be added or have a hurricane related link or three to add, drop them in the comments and I will update this as needed over the next couple of days.
Meantime, be smart, be safe, and be careful out there!
LW
October 21, 2005
The Joys Of The Annual Physical
Well, not quite annual since I missed it last year. I had promised my new doc that we would do a real full physical, and have kept that promise. So far, so good with the worst to date is a mole that will have to be gotten off soon. Blood Pressure is up, but not enough to worry them too much so far, though it does me as I am usually lower and for most of my 30's was a 120 over 80 guy. Bloodwork and other fluids are in the lab, and we could have results back this afternoon later. A stress test will be done, but not this afternoon. I can live with that, though I am not happy about having to take more time.
My new doc is working out well so far. She talks to me, does not talk down to me, and even did a running commentary during the exam of what she was finding, what she was looking for, and how things were. In point of fact, she even taught me some new things to look for when doing an exam. For example, some things in regards the lower legs and feet that can indicate that cardiac circulation might need to be checked. Note that the indicators do not mean that all is well if they are good, but that if they are not good it is a good idea to check other things too. She invited my participation when discussing lab work, and took a couple of suggestions/requests I made in that regards. In turn, I had to laugh at her comments in regards males not doing yearly physicals and gave oath that I would do one each year. After all, as she and I agreed, it just makes good sense.
The lab vampire was really good, which was great in that we ended up having to draw 10 or more different vials for the various tests. I barely felt the stick, and she handled things so well I could only tell about three of the changeouts on vials. She was also kind enough to "order" me to go get food and coffee because of the amount drawn. An order I cheerfully obeyed.
That is really the part I dread the worst, the blood. It goes back to when I was very young: with all the problems I had there was a lot of blood taken and a LOT of shots given. Like three times a week given at a minimum. I can give shots to others. On a really good day I might can draw blood, and can cut on someone in an extreme emergency. Doing unto others does not bother me that much. Needles or such coming at me however...
Despite what anyone says, I have never hit a nurse over a shot. I did, however, scare the hell out of one. A nurse that was advised of my problems with needles decided to show me it was all in my head, and decided to sneak up on me and do it to make a point. Bad call. First, she obviously had never been through a sneak and peek course. Second, she tried coming up on the blind spot on my right. Third (and more ad nauseam), she had never been trained to sneak. End result was that when she hit a certain point, I reverted to training. The fact is, I caught myself and as a result my right hand did not clear past the shoulder and smash the bridge of her nose. End result, she left and another nurse gave me my shot -- from the front and with no games. Good stick too...
That was not the worst I have done though. I think the worst was when I was little, about 5, one of my first times in the hospital for surgery. Remember, this was long ago when dinosaurs still ruled the earth and ether was still used in some places. They came to get blood, and I took one look at the huge-bore trash can that was masquerading as a needle, and had a fit. They calmed me down and I finally, tearfully asked if I could have a last request. Touched, the nurses said sure. I screamed "HEEEELLLLLPPPPP!" at the top of my lungs.
I think that stuff hit the floor because they were laughing so hard. They had to go off and collect themselves, and even then they had problems. The nurse would come back, walk in the door, look at me, and get a case of the giggles that grew and grew so that she had to walk out again. They eventually got someone from another floor to do me, and warned them "No last requests." I figure that their ribs hurt after that.
No such drama today. Instead, I have to keep reminding myself that the stress test is not a "test" and is not a challenge. Right. Like I'm not going to treat it as such...
More later, off to rehydrate...
LW
Hurricane Wilma: Florida Blogger Map
Bou at Boudicca's Voice has developed a map of Florida Bloggers. This is a great way to see who is in the path (and who we hope have evacuated as needed) and track down reliable coverage of events. Thanks Bou!
LW
I Want A Partial Do-Over
Hey, if the White House can call one so can I. It should be obvious that I was not tracking well yesterday morning by the posts I did. I knew it was Thursday on one level, but on others I thought and acted like it was Friday. It was, needless to say, in parts very weird yesterday. I am so glad that it really is Friday, even with having to go start the process of the annual physical...
More soon.
LW
October 20, 2005
Friday Wolf Blogging
You never know quite what to expect out of the wolves. Exuberant, quiet, grumpy, happy: they run the range. This picture captures one part of the spectrum, which could be either checking something out in the distance or a bit of introspection...
And then there is this one. Normally I try to show just wolves, and don't post any with people in them. This one, however, was just too good to pass up. Anyone with a dog, or has just spent time around them, has probably seen scent rolling -- usually on something nasty and smelly. The shoulder drops and the shoulders, neck, and even up to the jaw are rubbed in the source of the scent. The new wolf I met a couple of weeks ago, Karin, has the interesting habit of scent rolling -- on women's hair.
Like I said, too good to pass up.
I do, however, have some sad news to share: Deneb, the reigning matriarch of Wolf Park, passed away just shy of 17.5 years of age. The last time I worked it out using the 7-year conversion, she was somewhere around 142 human-years old.
She was also the first wolf I ever met. Because she had mellowed with the years, and was very tolerant of mistakes, she was used to evaluate new people. As a result, before I could go in with the main pack or anyone else, I had to pass the Deneb test. She was, as always, a sweetheart, with the softest fur and the most gentle contact. At least with most people...
You see, Deneb had a passion for turning summersaults. Now, the theory is that she was doing them to pop her spine, and used it to supplement some massage therapy she received. Her standard mode was to go up to one particular staff member, lower her head, raise her rump, and get the help needed to do this. Sometimes, however, things went awry and I got a great laugh one morning when I looked up to see the staff member on their back on the ground, and a very happy Deneb on her back on top of them, doing a shimmy.
I was very lucky in that I got to go out to the park one evening a few days before she died. I got to go in with the staff to take her her medicine, and so got to spend some time with her. About three days later, she passed away peacefully in her sleep. Rest in the light dear lady.
In interesting news, Basil the Fox has broken his leg. Basil is elderly for a fox, being (best guess) 10-years-old, but still quite spry and active. The theory is that he just jumped wrong, but if you are playing Wolf Park Clue at home my vote is for Ember the Fox in the Front Enclosure with a baseball bat because she wanted his caches. *G*
The interns spotted that something was wrong and got the staff, who realized when they went in the enclosure that something was indeed wrong since fox legs don't have extra joints in that location. A trip to the vet revealed a broken leg, so surgery took place and Basil is now in sickbay sporting a purple cast. He has the pathetic look down:
He will, unfortunately, have lots of time to use it as he is looking at some 16 weeks of treatment and recovery. While Basil is very good at caching for a rainy day, it tends to be treats and rabbit parts rather than money. If you would like to help Basil pay his medical bills, you can go to Monty Sloan's Wolf Park's Photos of the Day site today (Friday) and he has not only pictures of the X-Rays (and a big surprise to one and all -- Double-O-Basil?) but ways to donate. You can also just go to the Wolf Park site and make a tax-deductible donation there, or just call them at 765-567-2265 to do it by phone. I will point out that you can sponsor Basil just like you would a wolf, but unlike wolves, people under 18 (but meeting other criteria) can meet Basil and/or the other foxes.
So please help. How can you resist a face like this:
LW
Welcome To Two New Blogs
A couple of people I know have started blogs. Please welcome Don't Tell me What I Can't Do and So Here Am I.... As always, no I don't agree with everything they say. I will even go so far as to say I think they suffer from BDS in politics. That said, however, differences can be the fun part of it and are, along with rational discourse, the key to the whole "Marketplace of Ideas." Go welcome these two to the marketplace.
LW
October 19, 2005
Go Check Out A Collection Of Thoughts
I have not linked to the fun and interesting Jennifer Martinez in some time, so am doing so now. Well past time, as a lot of good stuff goes up there, and the comments can be very educational. Besides, she has just posted some new pictures that I have much enjoyed. *G* Thanks for all the work Jennifer!
LW
Never Trust A Senior/Smiling Marine
Heh. T1G tells of a painful learning experience, and such things can be most interesting. The best story I have heard was (Me? Why no, nothing like this ever happened to me... *innocent look*):
He had wanted to go tour in East Germany for some time, and finally had the chance. Knowing that some members of his unit dealt with intel and were fluent in German and Russian, he went to them for some linguistic help as he wanted to make a good impression whilst showing the flag. They assured him that Russian was the best language for such purposes and proceeded to help him with his list of phrases which started with a "cheerful greeting" and ended with "Which way to the train station" for the end of the day and the return to the West. Happy, he memorized them and went forth.
The looks he got in response to his cheerful greeting, delivered with a huge smile and a wave from all reports, were interesting. A few people sort of snorted and smiled back, but most just gave him looks. At the end of an interesting day, he approached a police officer to ask how to get to the train station. To his horror and surprise, the officer turned red with anger and swelled up. He was then told in a cold voice that the train station was that way, to go get onboard and NEVER come back. Several plain clothes "police" materialized and just happened to walk with him to the train station.
As it turned out, the greeting was a Russian swear phrase involving your mother and the final phrase really came out as "Where are your secret military installations" or some such. The others were in the same vein.
No, I was not involved with any of this other than rolling with laughter upon hearing the tale, but did have a buddy who knew a little about intel and was commended for blowing up one of our own command posts... The worst I have ever done was to suggest to someone that "Su Madre" was a nice response to Spanish speakers...
LW
remind me one day to tell you about the "Russian" tank commander in our top line tank...
Carnival of the Capitalists Is Up
Go read and enjoy the excellent food for thought at Accidental Verbosity.
LW
Staged Event Casts Doubt Over Liberation
Rand Simburg has the story.
On a related note, check out this story and this story and note the reactions.
LW
A Guide To Making Coffee
Courtesy of Harvey comes this post on the making of good coffee. Add it to this post from BloodSpite on coffee and I think we are off to a good start.
My only disagreement with the first article is on beans. Beans do count, but he is right that we don't always get the good beans. It is fun to try different and new beans, and I have found that a good way to do so is to find an independent coffee place, especially one that does its own roasting. Such people are usually fanatical enough to do the work necessary to get good beans, and then do them right. As real coffee spreads, even grocery megastores are starting to get smart on the matter. Take the time and explore, because good coffee should be as rich and complex in taste as a good wine or single malt.
That reminds me, time to go get some good coffee...
LW
October 18, 2005
My Inner General?
Thanks to BloodSpite, I found out that my inner general is:
| George Washington You scored 75 Wisdom, 77 Tactics, 53 Guts, and 40 Ruthlessness! |
| Washington first served as a British officer during the French and Indian War, a war which he inadvertently helped to start. Afterwards, he resigned his post to marry Martha Dandridge Custis, a wealthy widow with two children. He was elected to the House of Burgesses and became a revolutionary leader at the outset of the American Revolution, attending both the first and second Continental Congresses. Washington was appointed Commander in Chief of the Continental Army in the American Revolutionary War (1775–83), leading the Americans to victory over the British, although sometimes in not the most scrupulous of ways. After the war, he served as president of the 1787 Constitutional Convention. Because of his central role in the founding of the United States and enduring legacy, Washington is sometimes called the "Father of his Country." |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| Link: The Which Historic General Are You Test written by dasnyds on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test |
Depending on about two answers, both of which depending upon my crankiness of the moment, I came out as Longshanks. Not sure how I feel about that...
LW
Apologies Of Sorts
To all. I am several days behind on e-mail right now, and behind on posts as well. Things will get caught up, and soon I hope.
Right now, while the weather is good, I am trying to get as much yard work done as possible before winter sets in. Yesterday saw me come home from work, finish putting out the edging stone (and one pallet did not outline half the plans), use the spreader to get out granulated insecticide, and nail up clamps on the underside of the bottom of the deck railing to hold my blue rope lights. Today should, with luck, be weed-n-feed and the planting of about 50 bulbs -- will see. I have to get as much done before it rains, and before it gets too cold and such to plant and do.
More soon.
LW
October 17, 2005
Whew
The weekend was busy, with a work function on Saturday taking a large chunk of the day, and yesterday being spent in the yard. Not only did it get mowed, but I snapped and quit putting off some work, which resulted in the Indiana chain saw massacre being conducted on some limbs. If they dry out enough, I have plenty of wood now for my Halloween bonfire. The limbs were low and caused trouble and pain in getting the back pasture mowed. I also began putting bricks around the fire circle and put most of a pallet of edging stone in place in the front yard. I needed to do that so I can finish planting bulbs. Have also discovered that it is going to take 2-5 more pallets of stone to do what I want to do...
That said, I hope to get two book reviews and a bit more posted this week. We will see. I still have to get the rest of the stone put out, insecticide spread, weed killer spread, mole-b-gone re-applied, and bulbs planted. Oh, and of course, go to work. Off to the salt mines...
LW
Happy Birthday Jim!
Thanks to Jay, I now know that yesterday was Jim's birthday. Many happy and healthy returns my friend, and hope the day was a great one! May that socket problem be fixed soon too...
LW
October 16, 2005
October 15, 2005
Woo Hoo! Hook Is Back!
Go welcome him "home". If you have never read him, you are in for a real treat from a good wordsmith.
LW
Welcome To Food For Thought Saturday
Saturday at the Laughing Wolf is a day for good news and food for thought. This got started because of my Blogfather, Joe Katzman, and his good-news-only posts on Saturday. While we will post other news if it is needed, our hope is to keep Saturday’s a fun day, a philosophical day as much as we can. So, enjoy the food for thought, and while you are at it, go check out Sufi Wisdom and more at Winds of Change, food for thought at Who Tends The Fires (Ironbear, are you there?), and the Saturday question of the day at Tammi's World. Enjoy your day.
Grudges
Back in high school, I was chosen to take part in a National Science Foundation summer studies program on energy and national policy. Conducted by a professor at a nearby college, the program was fun, educational, and some of what I worked on tied into my interest and work with preparedness. A few small portions of our report/recommendations actually ended up in Carter's energy program. I do ask that you follow the spirit of the post and not hold that against me.
One of the outside speakers who came was a man from Marathon Oil. Older, possibly retired, he was the chosen representative sent to have a dialog with us on oil, the oil industry, and related topics. He was arrogant, condescending, obnoxious, and offensive. Even the professor was shocked. I think all of us stated our intention to never buy Marathon products, and to take an extra hard look at any information provided by Marathon or any other oil company.
In thirty some-odd years, I think I have knowingly bought Marathon products less than five times.
Each of those five times was because there was no other choice.
We won't go into personal grudges, save to note that I am even more stubborn.
Of late, I have had some reminders that sometimes it is good to let go. People change. Corporations change. The trick is to set aside the mores, the blinders of your own emotions and perspective to take an objective look to decide if they have changed for the better or the worse. If the change is for the better, be a better person and let go the past. Embrace and encourage positive change.
Not only will the other party benefit, but so will you.
LW
October 14, 2005
Happy Birthday Eric!
And many wonderful returns to you my friend! Eric the Straight White Guy turns 50 today. [offstage mutters, urgent whispers] Okay, make that 40. [various obscene gestures and threats from offstage, not whispered]. Okay, would you believe less than 35 but more than 30... Hope the day is a great one for you.
LW
Friday Wolf Blogging
Ah, the rough life of a pup. Catered meals, lots of attention from pack and people. Exhausting it is...
Just remember that you too can take pictures like this. Just sign up for one of noted wolf/nature photographer Monty Sloan's wolf photography seminars. Spaces are available, and the colder the weather, the more active and interesting the wolves.
Check out the newly re-done Photos of the Day site. With a very low fee, you can gain access not just to those of the day, but to the expanding archives as well. Well worth it. Want more? Then just go to Monty's site and peruse all the wonderful photographs and make a purchase.
Tomorrow will find Silly Safari at Wolf Park. Come on out and check it out. Oct. 21-23 will see a Wolf Intensive Weekend behavior seminar. The 29th will see the wolves getting their pumpkins.
Also, please don't forget the Wolf Park Freezer Fund. The freezer might get us through the winter, or it might not. A new commercial freezer of this size costs roughly $12,000.00. Thanks to your generosity and that of others, we have about $3,000.00 raised. Please spread the word and help us get the remaining funds. The animals (staff and wolves) would appreciate the help very much.
LW
October 13, 2005
Another Serenity Push
No, I am not taking payola for this (never offered), but just continuing to delight in pushing a fine film that is some of the best science fiction (and western) cinema in years. So much so that I want more, and the only way to get it is to have the movie remain strong on the third weekend...
Now you can see the first nine minutes for free. Link courtesy of Dean.
LW
What Serenity Character Am I?
Courtesy of Cascade Exposures I find out that I am:
 | You scored as Capt. Mal Reynolds. The Captain. You are the captain of the ship, so the crew are your responsibility. You just want to do the job, get paid and keep flying. Why is that always so hard?
Which Serenity character are you? created with QuizFarm.com |
I can live with that, though I am still very much in love with River...
LW
width="240" height="180"The Modern Slave Trade
Set aside your thoughts and preconceptions for a moment, and go read this well-thought and eloquent post from Catfish. The thinking afterwards may be more than a bit uncomfortable, but then again it should be...
LW
Some Good Media Discussion
Chap has been on fire of late, and has some articles you really do need to read. Start with the Ethics In America story and discussion, then go read this story on Michael Yon and Carl Prine and then read the follow-on article with Carl Prine. Mr. Prine has some serious chops as a combat reporter, but it is clear that he does not get several key points, or is deliberately avoiding them. Hard for me as a reformed reporter and current blogger to tell. I will also note that his contention that he can teach the field grade officers in charge of OPSEC all about OPSEC (not to mention all those blogs) is one of the most arrogant and absurd statements I have seen in quite some time (eclipsing even Al Gore's latest). As for me, I stand by my belief that one of the only real reporters left in Iraq is Michael Yon.
I've written on this subject before (see here and here), and may post more soon. For now, until I am over this 24/48-hour bug thing, let me simply state that the so-called Fourth Estate is acting more and more like the Guilds -- and making many of the same mistakes. In order to protect their economic interests, they are now willing to sell their souls for licensing. The problem with selling your soul is it is lost forever when you do, and if you sell it to that which you are supposed to cover and help keep honest, then all honesty is lost. Shield Law = Very Bad Idea and the death of Freedom of the Press. Fight it hard.
LW
October 12, 2005
USS Cole: Five Years
In Memoriam:
Signalman Seaman Recruit Cheron Luis Gunn, Rex, Georgia.
Seaman James Rodrick McDaniels, Norfolk, Virginia.
Seaman Recruit Lakiba Nicole Palmer, San Diego, California.
Operations Specialist 2nd Class Timothy Lamont Saunders, Ringgold, Virginia.
Ensign Andrew Triplett, Macon, Mississippi.
Seaman Apprentice Craig Bryan Wibberley, Williamsport, Maryland.
Hull Maintenance Technician 3rd Class, Kenneth Eugene Clodfelter, Mechanicsville, Virginia.
Mess Management Specialist Seaman Lakeina Monique Francis, Woodleaf, North Carolina.
Information Systems Technician Seaman Timothy Lee Gauna, Rice, Texas
Engineman 2nd Class Mark Ian Nieto, Fond du Lac, Wisconsin.
Electronics Warfare Technician 3rd Class Ronald Scott Owens, Vero Beach, Florida.
Engineman Fireman Joshua Langdon Parlett, Churchville, Maryland.
Fireman Apprentice Patrick Howard Roy, Cornwall on Hudson, New York.
Electronics Warfare Technician 2nd Class Kevin Shawn Rux, Portland, North Dakota.
Mess Management Specialist 3rd Class Ronchester Mananga Santiago, Kingsville, Texas
Fireman Gary Graham Swenchonis Jr., Rockport, Texas
Arlington Cemetery has more, as does Baldilocks. Remember the dead, the wounded, and the survivors this day. The war began well before 9/11, and finish it we will, lest it finish us.
LW
Yet Others:
Michelle Malkin (still wish she had let me buy her a cup of coffee whilst I was in DC...
Blackfive
Smash
October 11, 2005
For Once, I Support The UN
Well, mostly. I don't think this goes far enough. Neither the movie or the blog entry. I say nuke-em, and then use their glowing blue corpses as permalights for airports taxi ways. It's about time the UN dealt with them, but quit with the half measures!
LW
not linking to Bill because he quit blogging when I told him I was coming to DC/Baltimore, then started back after I left. Sheesh.
October 10, 2005
Well, At Least They Are Not Attacking Us This Time...
Cant...Stop...Laughing... Not sure how to categorize this as it is humor, politics, and products. Haven't really eaten at Subway since they did those anti-American ads overseas, but may have to reconsider that... After I stop laughing. Darn you Blackfive...
LW
Incoming?
Michele Malkin as a good roundup not only of the bombs found at Georgia Tech, but of other university incidents as well. Be careful out there...
LW
Saturday Day Was Fun
Just so you know, it was only Saturday night that was unsettling. Saturday day and evening was spent doing fun things, and not only did I get to meet a wolf I had not been able to meet before, I also experienced the invigoration of being nibble-groomed in stereo. I had two wolves start on opposite sides of my neck and nibble groom me up to the tops of my ears. Absolutely delightful, if a bit ticklish.
LW
Belated Happy Birthday
To the First (Birthday) Lady of the Blogosphere -- Sadie. May you have many happy, healthy, prosperous, and FUN returns!
LW
What Type Killer/Warrior Am I?
You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla
Hat tips to T1G and MIchele -- how can one resist a couple like that? Heh, once again I match Bou.
Like T1G, funny how accurate some of these quizzes can be, and scary. With a couple of different answers (all answers being truthful) and I come out as assassin/sniper. Either way, at least I come out as a principled one...
LW
Thoughts And Prayers Request
The Gray Monk put out a call for prayers for Church Mouse a week or so ago. In talking with Church Mouse, prayers are needed still and at her request I pray peace for her. Please take the time to pray or keep her in your thoughts. Let that which is right be, and may that be merciful, quick, and peaceful.
LW
Weird Dreams Of A Saturday Night
Dreams are supposed to be (wished to be) a place of escape, of refuge from the storm. Not so mine, at least on the surface. Saturday night found me being executed.
I was hauled into a room, a chamber of some sort and strapped into a chair-like thing. I was terrified, and had started to panic during the walk in. I don't want to die, I don't want to end, what if this is all that there was? Then, I got a hold of myself and bucked up. They would not see me grovel, fight, or panic. I would show them how a man dies.
There was cap with sponge placed upon my head, and my legs were strapped so my bare feet rested on an iron bar. So, it was to be electrocution, and painfully done at that. The bar would not guarantee good contact, so it would take a while and hurt like hell while it happened. They wanted an example, to degrade me. The chair-like thing suddenly swiveled and moved so that I was upside down, feet up, and then it started.
Maybe it was a refuge, a reminder after all. For when the show was over, I found myself still myself, but beyond. A reminder at the most basic level of the subconscious that something awaits. A message worth getting, but it did not make for a great Saturday night.
LW
October 09, 2005
Blog Sabbath
Not sure what they are/were, but came up in the middle of the yard while I was in Baltimore. Below are a few I have planted.
Fall is in the air, and the flowers soon shall be no more.
Go enjoy the day.
LW
October 08, 2005
Welcome To Food For Thought Saturday
Saturday at the Laughing Wolf is a day for good news and food for thought. This got started because of my Blogfather, Joe Katzman, and his good-news-only posts on Saturday. While we will post other news if it is needed, our hope is to keep Saturday’s a fun day, a philosophical day as much as we can. So, enjoy the food for thought, and while you are at it, go check out Sufi Wisdom and more at Winds of Change, food for thought at Who Tends The Fires (Ironbear apparently still in Snowbear's freezer, hiding from the heat smart man that he is), and the Saturday question of the day at Tammi's World. Enjoy your day.
The Second Time Around
Army Wive Toddler Mom has a great post up about some good news for her father. I am so happy for him, for them, even though I know that five-year-old.
Miss L was the baby sister of my Dad's best friend in high school. Possibly even the annoying little sister, but not real sure about that. She lost her husband about the same time we lost Mom, and they met again after about a year had passed. It was great for both of them, for it got them out and about. Most of all, it got them out of their shells.
They did not get married, for a number of reasons, but I gave marriage my blessing. My five-year-old was recoginzed, strangled, stuffed in a tun and the bung driven in. I also made Dad blush during part of my response to the speech he made after he drove five hours to ask my permission to date. Dad could be very earthy, even crude, but was the gentleman as well.
The joy they brought each other was a gift to all of us, and one I appreciated. I am so happy to hear AWTM's news. May that gift expand and shine on them all, and fill their worlds with extra warmth and joy. May all of us deal with our inner five-year-olds, and let such gifts grow.
LW
October 07, 2005
Friday Wolf Blogging
I really do need to do a better job of remembering how I do some shots. I found this one and love how the background turned out, for that is the shot and not some special effect added later.
More later.
LW
Serenity Redux
I went back with friend G and friend P last night to re-watch Serenity and it was well worth doing. A couple of small things cropped up this time, things I wish he might have done just a bit diffferent, but still the WOW. The details continue to pop out, and without giving away any spoilers, watch the feet. Yes, I said watch the feet. I don't think this will be a spoiler, but will put the rest in extended entry anyway.
In non-spoiler mode, I am still very much in love with River. G remarked that she now know what she wants to be when she grows up. *G* I may also have my revenge on G, in that she wants to borrow my DVDs of the series. Yes, I have agreed to loan them to her. I did not, however, say when that would be. I think I can have fun with this...
LW
howl on, brother! »October 06, 2005
The Hot Tub Will Save Me
I think my friend G is trying to kill me. She is the reason I have more than 250 flower bulbs on the way that will have to be planted by the end of the month. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. Given how I felt after having to spend more than six hours mowing and bagging the lawn the other day, I am not looking forward to the planting. Thank goodness for the hot tub, which is now filled up, adjusted, and fired up. I used it for the first time last night, and had forgotten how much difference they can make. The hot tub may be all that saves me from G's nefarious plot. Now to run cable out there so I can watch Lost while in the hot tub...
LW
Rational Preparedness: Wills And Such
The loss of D serves as a good reminder of the need for updated wills, powers, and other delights. Did you know that if you are divorced and do not update your wills and such, your ex could get it all? Have you ever stopped to think that all the items in your home, including things borrowed from family and friends, could end up going to the ex if you die unexpectedly in such circumstances? Have you thought that your children could end up with next to nothing if you die without a will? Do you really trust strangers, the government, to do right by your children?
Take the time to do up a simple will at the least, or update your will and various powers-of-attorney, today. That way, you decide what your children, friends, and family get when and how. Then, make sure that several people have notarized copies -- particularly those to whom you have given various powers of attorney -- so that they are available when needed.
LW
Into The Light
The lady I call my step-mom has suffered the worst loss a parent can face, the death of one of her two sons. D had a massive heart attack Tuesday morning and died. Please keep Miss L and two little girls who no longer have a father in your thoughts today. May the light shine on them all, and guide them and warm them in the days ahead
LW
October 05, 2005
October 04, 2005
Big Baltimore Do's
One thing I can say about the entire trip is that I would love to go spend more time in Baltimore. It has character, charm, and more -- and is not Homicide: Life on the Street. In particular I want to explore more of Federal Hill, Fells Point, and the area between Inner Harbor and Penn Station. I also want to take an ice chest with me for food and such...
If you are lucky, you will meet up with Jon (who has just re-designed his site and boy do I have him fooled *G*), or someone like him. Jon was friendly, articulate, curious and passionate on subjects ranging from media to music to literature, and knows the area well. Meeting him was a true pleasure. I believe sometimes that meeting people like him sets of a wonderful chain of similar meetings, linked somehow. After meeting Jon, I ended up meeting a number of people -- from